Dee

when you appreciate life, good things will come;)

2011-10-30T12:58:00.000-07:00

Hey, its been months again since i last blog. Yeah, been pretty buzy at work. hell yeah! gonna do all out for this month onwards till i found a new job!-.-". okae so life have been better as of now:) haha. yey so weekend was spent awesomely with my family. On friday did some spring cleaning of my room, and after had dinner at swensens with family! godd its been awhile.:) Aniwaes, saturday watch hindustan at home, i think its a new story- acted by khritik roshan and beautiful katrina kaif.. i thought the story was different then other romantic typical movies.. Its relaxing, its more to life and nature. Oh i love it! and now im starving at work, godd i want a dbl mcspicy walaupun aku angkat call untuk member lapar, hehes. Aniwaes! Half an hour more to go till work ends hurrayyyy!and cant wait to bake kuih tart at aunt house this friday! my off day wuhoooo!!! Selamat hari raye haji in advance to all muslimin dan muslimat.;)

Monday blues

2011-10-02T14:55:00.000-07:00

Sad morning to me, yup i just came back from work at 5.30am just now, well was actually sick last week had a 1 week home- stay due to mini operation at my leg, had some growth. Oh yar, work has been miserable ever. I don't know sometimes u feel, like ur out. Like totally, when "they"talk about something, and u are always the last person to get updated, although u know them for more than 6months. And i always have to pretend every single day that i'm happy but every single day i'm not. I have to fake everything, everyone always ask me whether im ok? Like what the? And some say i think too much. But it"s a fact. When i kept quite people will like say that, " dee mane campur kite lagy?" . But when i'm with them, i will feel like i didnt exist. I mean i dont expect everyone to like everyone. I hate malay politics. "kacang lupekan kulit" . I was much more happier back theN, although i took full time. I swear i am hurting rite now. Dala aku mcm takde future. I want to study again:(. Should i just fill up some empty space between my life, and try some new challenges? I dunno. :(, In nature i was never friendly, imagine eh, aku baru je nak get a grab of this friend, padahal we are always close , but this moron potong jalan, and was so nice to everyone. Padahal she was never close to anyone. So isit my fault?!! Fcuk now i hate this. I swear i dont want to think bout all this anymore, i'm sick of all this, u making fun if me. Enough is enough. Now u go to hell. You irritating bitch. I hate today. I do, i do. I hate my life, myself, and everything. I could just die now.

After so long off hiatus

2011-09-27T10:40:00.000-07:00

Okayy, im very much excited now. Cus i finally decided to blog again after 2 years of not blogging. Still remember school days! Dang i miss it so effing much. I saw pics of my classmates. Their blogs, some are dead. But some to my surprise they never stop blogging until today.. Gosh.. Sure i will take some-time to update myself again. So anws time-check its 1.49 am!eyes is still not being nice too me. My life havr never been better. Few more days to work again. Feet pls be nice;) . Okaee!! I wAnt to watch fright night so badly! And don"t be afraid of the dark. I love scary movies and vampire movies! Or thats so me! And i miss edward so much! Hehe;) yey breaking dawn is coming out on november! I can't wait. I almost diedd. Bella is supper gorgeouss. I almost became a lesbian. Gawt! With edward flawless skin, exotic look. I could just die and watch him!! Okey although i know its fiction.. Okey enough of him. Anyone have the vampire diaries season 1 pack disc? Pls be nice and borrow me pretty pls. I know right? Im obsessed and hypnotised. Next, dress , shoess, bags. Those temptation is driving me crazzy! Neh, not thiss month though. Cus i have bills, bills, bills. !! Okeyy. Thats all for now. My eyes is already being nice. Yeyy. Its gonna rain again i love the weather:).

2011-09-27T10:00:00.000-07:00

Hey, finally did something to my blog. After 2 years of not blogging.
So people i will be blogging then and now. Keep track of me.

Till then

Dee

2011-09-27T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hey i dont think anyone might have folow me anymore, my blog was like deadd since 2010, im so gonna start a freshhhh!!!

2010-05-12T02:14:00.000-07:00

Hey to whoever who is reading..
well...today i watch this movie called julie and julia...
since i don't have any other movies to watch on my off days..
Okae i shall share with you summary of the story...

Julie is a very happy go lucky who is in her 40s and get married to a guy who is in France.. Happy couple..who is very understanding..She can't conceive a child..left with nothing to do..she love to eat all kind of french food..and finally decides that among everything..she likes cooking..

Julia is the present girl..who have a loving husbands too..doesnt really like her career...obsessed with julie cooking and everything be it her life..So She is somewhat The "julie" in presence...Life stumble here and there..

watch it guy..this is a story about passion and succes..

IT ACTUALLY MAKES ME WANT TO DO MORE IN LIFE, NEVER DO IT HALF-WAY..
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

GD DAY=)

2010-04-27T05:28:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie....
been not writing....
well i really wanner write today..
well life been bz..only at work.
i have been missing all the enjoyment for life.
haishh..
date some guys.
just wanner have fun.
hurting all over.
family.
gaaahh!!!
she have been coming everyday to my house.
wow like nobody business.
mumy sorry.
for being rude just wanner buzz her off.
shes a pain in the ass.
well watch the spy kids next door.
jackie chan acting was super cool.
the story was superb.
well.
i just have to keep goin on with my life.
okae my mum shouting now.
i gtg.
my life is a pain in the ass.

bubbye

Bought all this with my first pay=)

2010-03-21T03:18:00.001-07:00

Sis beautiful in black=)

The day was a blast..shop with sis...took two days...thanks to an tooo...for being there=)

2010-03-04T03:59:00.001-08:00

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And i watched
As he tried to re-assemble it

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin',
You, are, the only exception
But, you, are, the only exception
But, you, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe i know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And i've always lived like this
Keeping it comfortable,
distance, and up until now
I'd sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it
was ever worth the risk, but...

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Oh

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing.
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing.

2010-01-28T02:13:00.000-08:00

Sorrie not been updating...life has been really bad.feel like really giving up already..gosh...i'm still finding a full-time job pretty hard to get one....this was the worst time of my life...while evrything goes..bad...i dunno y...each time when i open my eyes,i felt so confused...i feel that i have no future,,,will there be any future awaits me??..i'm lost...i feel that i don't have anyone to talk to now...haha...i mean i miss my ite frens...hais..god help mi be strong!!!i wanner go back to tampines!!!i feel so shity each day..while...my parents think im useles...i should have work full time...after i graduated in office skill...you think its my fault...it is..if not..we will all not face all the financial problems...my dreams are shattered..its okae..sometimes,,i reall y feel like i wanne draw again..but i guess life have to be moved on..i really hope i got a full time job fast..

2010-01-07T03:13:00.000-08:00

Finally its 2010!!haaaa...
shit a lot of things is still not done...
i'm still waiting for this goverment job..oh gosh i hope i got it...
life have been a blasts!! i guess....i hope in 2010.i will get a good job and a bf!!ahahha..macam faham...
hope everything will be okaY!!!plus i miss all d.a classmate!!!haiss

2009-12-06T03:48:00.000-08:00

mix feelings of sadness.
some knew,but literally doesnt care.
well i don't need sympathy but mayb a little courtesy will do...
gonna miss all those crazy people..
wonderful mentor..
crispy nuggets..
crushes everywhere..
smelly toilets..
and all those...
im a bit sad leaving though..
but phew at last..u know...
at least peple won't get disturb with my presence around anymore.ahaha...for some...
but certainly im gonna miss some of the people who makes my day bad..
yanno without them ur day sucks too...
and you dun really have anything to laguh about or compare about...
if all piple are the same..
hey common..
we are all humans..
to all my classmate and teacher who teach me before..
wanner apologise for anything,misunderstanding..
just went i bump onto u guys outside..
at least plastered a smile aite..
oh! don't revenge..me..

2009-11-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

standing in the middle of the road..
i realise that..
i have a route to start all over...
i start walking..
i stop because along the way....
thunderstorm strike..
sometimes sun shines too bright..
and sometimes...its just dark..
and i can't figure out wether it is going to shine or rain again...
i continue walking...
but this time...
i got lost...
along the way...but this time i have 2 routes...
i choose...a route..
one was longer...but it shines
while the other rains..and it is shorter..
now...i continue walking on the longer path...
i have no choices...
i still miss those roadtrip i had along the road...
i guess..i'll continue walking un til the end...

2009-11-13T21:54:00.000-08:00

hey readers!!!i'm black to blog!!sprry for the dissapearance..
oh well...ok i shall update everything back on track!! ok lot have been happening lately...what shall i say..okae well...people been hating me lately...people have been saying that i have been backstabbing damn!!!gosh...if u need to know the truth...ask from the person...who tells you...and she/or he is the one..who have been talking about you!!!not hearing from another person mouth!and decide to confirm that hey!!!shes the one whos been fucking going around the bush!talking about us...damn!i have better things to commit...okae...let it be...to whom it may concern...if you decide its my mistake..then i'm sorry?...for all i care....unless you hear it from me..okae..
apart from that...skools..alot stressing...family..bla3....ermmm...need to complete dmi!character dsgn!!learn my dmi..goshh!!!!y do i need to drag myself to skool???
enough said!!!!!!!! btw....karma is a bitch!...okae...go dee....life have to move on..eventhough if u wun wanner see that person face..u have to see it...and still forcing urself to smile..life is more than this...

has the world come to end?,im going crazy

2009-10-02T08:09:00.000-07:00

Recently, theres earthquake in sumatra,
Tsunami,
ji Bom-ming!
Me half dead-ding,
Feel like shouting!
Screaming!
People dissapointed,
Me dissapointed?
I mean y would someone be disapoiinted with u...
When they didnt really know..whats going on?
Who Cares?
I don't?
As if you care?
As if u ask?
Apologies, means something u did not do it on purpose or you have too..
But why some people just coudnt understand...
Or even ur close ones, ur friends,
sometimes decide to give up on you?And be angry at you???
Without an appropriate reason givent?
I'm hurt?
Yes, i'm hurt with what you said!!!and what you did!!!!...
Ekh aku ader perasaan jugak la.
I feel Like quitting.I'm just waiting.
To do what next.
Can;t deny the fact y it happens, Youre just too young to suck in.

Well Goodbye, goodnight.
eVEN IF I SEE YOU.
i PRETEND.
i SMILE.

raya 2009, last trip to batam with whole family.

2009-09-30T04:06:00.000-07:00

This are some of hari raya photos which we took recently, due to my granny just passed away, my family and i..didnt really went to other house but just my another granny, my dad's mum..so due to that we only took few pictures..enjoy...

Me and sis at nasi ayam penyet restaurant yummy!

Love!Mummy and daddy!

Waiting at hotel lobby!

Karaoke-ing with family

Smile to the camera=)

Bro and Sis

3 musketeers

This are some of the picture on a trip to batam...we went over there for like in the month of march holidays...forgotten about the picture and finally get to update..here's some of the picture which u guys can enjoy..=)

Life's a piss, when it comes to money

2009-09-21T06:04:00.000-07:00

me and my sis

My sweetheart

tHE CLOWNS

As Some people say, no money no talk
no money no honey
some also may say...money can be find..
but when u lose hope in love u can't..
From my views..u need to balance both...
But now..i got no money..i got no love..
Okae,,hari rayer has just pass...
today is the first year..i'm celebrating without my granny..
miss her..rayer is not the same anymore...
for the first in years i went to only 2 house this year...
shessh kinda sad...
Life's a nuisance at times...
When u turn 20 or above..parents expect you 2 go and find work...and feed urself..
unless u r a spoilbrat..where u dun need to work until u get married or something...and use ur parents money for every single thing= rich.
I'm not working now..but im not a spoilbrat okae? i don't have money now...= find job..
I feel stupid,nuisance...cus i'm not working..and i'm not finding..isnt that = lazy?
maybe..
and ur lil bro' or lil' sis get everything they wants..okae The end?

congratulations,i hate you

2009-08-28T20:33:00.000-07:00

Can't wait for tuesday!
there's a class gathering for all the muslim in 1b to break-fast together!
Beach Road here i come!!
Oh yup..
assignments undone like
-wan's wonder woman report
-sri freedom writer
-mr salvadors cartoon character
That's all folks!
bye.

Days have past and i am still waiting for you

2009-08-21T23:56:00.000-07:00

Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan kepada sume umat islam..

thins undone
-traileer on freedom writter
-uncle ee cartoon chraters on professionals
-wan's storyboard
-facial exxpression

what happen today?
-argued with shaqiq
-still waiting for someone
-felt sad of what happen to some of my friend..at class..
-some changhed to bvecome quieter and i understand y..,shudnt have misjudged
-I really felt hurt cus of something until now.
It always happen in my ife.
god is fair.

kite Competition

2009-08-11T23:16:00.000-07:00

Half way to doing it

Pineapple tart which is expired, but still nice

Pictures incude, kinah,kelis,sab,adha and me dee

Adha emo=)

Sab sempat posing!

Kelis working hard to win this competition!ahah

Hey i'm suppose to update this..and i almost forget about this...so these are some of the pic..of the kite that we made for the ndp competition..its a last minute one..
Okae..and we won some vouchers...we won't second place..we are quite happy for it...although some is not that supportive..okae these are the photos enjoy..
Thanks to Mr Zaidi! for the support and the super expire foos also..ahah...though it tasted nice..ahahah had lotsa fun!wee!

aUGUST BABIES bDAE..

2009-08-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

sORRY DIDNT UPLOAD THE BDAE BABIES..BUT INSTEAD I UPLOAD..THE NICE CUPCAKES..AND SOME OF OUR PHOTOS..AHAHA...THANKS TO HONG jUN FOR THE CUPCAKES..=)

Death note, GI.JOE

2009-08-10T01:51:00.000-07:00

I know it was like so yesterday for me to watch dEATH nOTE NOW..
but gosh didnt expect the story to turn out so cool...
Mayb for me the "L" carried the character well, with sloppy, emo looking..who eats anything and everything..but so good at his brains..gosh..he's cute..i like him...haha

And glad "light" is save for now...haha...
okae i have to ask ismail for Death note 2...wuhoo!!

Okae btw...on Saturday went out to watch GI. JOE..
oKAE THE STORY WAS SUPERB! abit of animation here and there..so guys must watch!
5/5

Enjoy the photos which i just upload.=)

Happy national day!

2009-08-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

Until today i saw him,
simple cute,
i saw him everyday smile at him once..
what to do his cute.
so everytime i saw him,
i smile.
saw him at ________ got excited.
walk across him also the same.
he look just fine with his headphones on.
been seeing him since end of january till now.
wanted to talk and get to know him.
but hey lifes not that simple.
haha.
so i think this is just infactuation mayb.
hope to see you soon, fellow _____ from a different ______
haha.

I love this song...enjoy

2009-08-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

Every night I go
Every night I go sneaking out the door
I lie a little more, baby I’m helpless

There's something ‘bout the night
And the way it hides all the things I like
Little black butterflies
Deep inside me

Chorus
What would my "mama do"
(oh oh oh oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you?
(oh oh oh oh)
What would my daddy say
(oh oh oh oh)
If he saw me hurt this way?
(oh oh oh oh)

Why should I feel ashamed?
Feeling guilty at the mention of your name
Here we are again
It’s nearly perfect

Chorus
What would my mama do
(oh oh oh oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you?
(oh oh oh oh)
What would my daddy say
(oh oh oh oh)
If he saw me hurt this way?
(oh oh oh oh)

What would my mama do
What would my daddy say

All the things a girl should know
Are the things she can’t control
All the things a girl should know
she can’t control

chorus

This is what happened in my dreams

2009-08-08T09:07:00.000-07:00

No calls..
no msges..
no anything..
im a fool to everything...
im hurt.
i know i'm gonna be..
it's a lie.
y must this happen to me..
issit hard to say right in my face" hey dee, i don't think we can be friends anymore,cus i am in love..and i have found the right one..plus u r super ugly and fat..i dont think u r the rite friend for me...!"

rather than...
i think..
all day..
all week.....
cry all day....
like fuck...
what the hell is wrong with me..
i felt in love with you...
y must i...
i know its a wrong move..
and now i felt the pain again..
when u found the right chracter,,
the person go away from u..
but when the person loves u..
u dont like the character..
so love isnt fair...
but then god is fair..
i know hes testing me..
i'm not deperate to get ur love..
but i regret..
i know u..
just as a friend,
and u forget me.
what a waste.
you are just the same as any typucal guys out there..
and i know..
btw...this is what i felt..
not refering to anyone..
if u think its u..
don't be guilty,
just don't hurt or give hope annymore.
my heart is fragile.
easily shattered.
What a bad dream i had..
that was jus a dream..
all the good times...is just a dream..
i know it wun come true..
cus hes gone forever in my dreams..

dee

helloo...come'on read on..interesting story for yu guys!

2009-08-05T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hi...
I'm sick of seeing your face..
it makes me wanner puke!
Ur sarcasm..
Your words.! damn is so cheap..that it can be said by anyone..

Okae i have a story to share..
Do u know why...people sometimes get moodswing easily?
it was because they are unsure of what solution to be made when making decision..and in the end..they blame other people..for living them alone!how to communicate sey like that!
I dunno la..cus this thing happen when i was in my secondary school..which i have the same fren..so i wanner share..oh my goodness she was so full of herself..
Like..You get moodswing easily..and after that..you tend to lose friend..and..friends...will be asking themself.." id i do anything wrong that she doesn't talk to me...!" okae what the hell...
Secondly....
You wanner know..why friendship tends to breakup?
because..when you are to close with ur boyfriend or girfiend...
try to put time for others too..
cause that is what i did, somewhere ago...i lost all my friends cause of my x...
and yup i lost my bestfriend cause of...him..

whenever i see ur face..

It makes...me..confused..whether..
all the impression...is fake or what??

btw YOU are so irritating..!

2009-08-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Oh hey..feeling quite tired today...
btw, i got something to share to u readers..
okae...yesterday, while i was staring into airspace..

i started to think back when i was 17..
How fun was life back then..
getting to know people here and there..
Okae i know this one is random..
I remembered this guy..
back then when i was in ite semei..
Okae...We get to know from each other..
by a friend of mine, cus he saw me eating at the canteen and wanted to get to know me lol..
Those were the time..hahaha...gosh i missed it...
Okae..so...i gave my num to him through a friend..
So...guess what...after which we are somewhat in a relationship..
Okae..and he was somesort of shy person..but very intelligent and stuff..
he respected me alot..and this only last for a week..
Cus i ask for a break up..like what the fuck?
Cus i thought we can't communicate..
and actually i only known him for only 1 week..goshh...
afterwhich i regretted until now..
he's actually the type of guy i wanted..
hes so into music, and gigs...he's so nice..
i just wanner say sorry for what i have done..
and oh isnt it so random of you..to think about someone which u knew like 4 years ago.,
and you regreted it now..hha

Okae afterwhich..
I think why...
the present..guy which i am in love with...
went away...because i think its a karma..or what..
but then..
i started to think you never said it..that u love that person..until that person says he/she loves you...
okae i know its confusing u guys..but either one..
if its a yes..you guys are lucky..
if its a no!either one would be hurt..
and so i decided..to not tell the person that i am actually in love with him...
since i dunno when..haha..
Okae..but then..for now..nope la..
the feelings is fading away too..
so sad..it always happened to me..
when you are reaching to the climax..something always happened!
HAHAHA..ape la dey!
But hey..i think i look on the brightside..
i'm not hurt or anything..
i just feel kinda tiny weeny sadness..
haha..and i know its stupid..
cus its actually killing me...
Cus actually...some of them knew..
and i just like..or we are friends..
but i'm happy!cus...
at least...i get to know it now..
rather then later..

uh sheesh...i am m issing some of my old ite frens..
and i just hope that those days happen so smoothly,..
without my x coming along distroying my life..
i felt like crying now..
"tissue please!"
"thank you"
kae crap..

How i wish..that i stil got them..
actually..yup my new ite frens..is quite fun..
its only that...i don't really have anyone close to share my probs anymore..
and now that i am in johor..its killing me..
and that is y when i am sad,happy or stress..i will blogg..
and i am sorry..if mostly my post is emo..
but then there are some happy post rite..cus those were those time when i am happy..
and i thought there was a hope!..haha..crazy me..
lucky me...i didnt tell anyone..

To sabariah..-tell or got to know the person...that u love him/might wanna know him..before he/she left, then thats when...you will start to think and regret okae..(but don't put high hopes)..

cus i felt hurt too many times over and over again..

YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!

*sorry no tagboard for now..i don't need any comments..
tq

2009-08-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

Life has been kind of stressing for me.
doesnt mean when u smile, you are happy.
Just look at the birds, they fly where they want to,
they are free to go anywhere..how i wish i could do that..
I wanner fly and go anywhere i could..
But i am still human..

I don't know why..
I kept feeling so sad, stress, lethargic so much..
I kept missing skul..
whats wrong with me?
i dunno..just feel like..shouting, screaming..
i didnt go out all weekends...

I think its time for me..
to open my mind out...
I don't wanner feel this way..
I feel so emo..
but emo is in everyone rite..
stop asking me?
y am i emo or anything kae?
stop pretending..

been arguing with my mum this few days..
haiss..I guess i have been in a bad mood, sorry mum.

" i know this would happened to me again, i shall go with no disturbance..
and i have to face the consequences once again"..dee

i need a rose=)

2009-07-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

While staring at my dad's car window..

at around 5.10 am this morning..

as usual i always reached..immigration around that time..

it was crowded by like a thousands of bikes..

i wonder what time..the first bikerv reached there..and what time..

will he/she gonna wake up..gosh! lucky for me..i woke up at 4.am everyday..

but damn..its tiring though..but lucky me..my dad drive us..so me and my other siblings..get to snore for a while for like...25 mins?

poor lil' sis..she didnt get enough rest...*sigh*

my days..have been rather alone...

no more phone beeping or anything...

btw

-i miss ur laughter
-i miss his crazynees
-his smile
-his crap face
-his sterling wheel which i wanted to try and drive..hehe
-his car
-taking picture
-foremost i miss you..hehe=)
-i still keep the bear that a friend gave to me, u'll know who
-i still keep the movie ticket with a friend i watch..boohoo!!

okae enough dee..

ok lar guys...i may or maynot be blogging..for a moment..
i just wanner shut myself for a while..okae guys...

anyway..my blog..is uber bored!

oh yar..i feeling damn happy
damn2 happy
damn,damn,damn,damn,damn, happy!!
damn,damn, damn,..

btw do you like to be disgrade...infront of your...siblings?

lucky i got the earpiece...

fuck..what a fucking day i had...

just wanner throw..myself self to bed now...

and dream...of edward cullen...

kae bye..

2009-07-29T19:02:00.000-07:00

boring uh hidup-life is a pissed.
sume same.-all the same
sume same.sume same.-all the same
friends come and go.
i hate you.
you get lost.
2 sided face.
i'm pissed of with you.

bye

2009-07-29T02:19:00.000-07:00

Okae i know i have been blogging so emo
this few days..mayb due to feeling kind of stress with assignments,
and due to feeling sick..these days with h1n1 disease this few days.
oh gosh, the ' a' class students have been infected and the whole class are given a week holiday...gosh...i hope it won't happened to our class...
although i'm in need of a break...haha
okae..now one of our classmates joel is sick..he is having fever...
i hope you will get well soon, c'mon joel..
and for those that is sick pls be cooperative..
and dun come to school with a high fever..
cause you may infect the whole class or school..
please think about it okae..
and yar i didnt turn up to school just now..cause i am uber tired...
okae i know..i kept on being absent from class..
what the hel..
but i'm still catching up with my studies...okae...
and i know i have been blogging like super emo..these few days..
okae but hey..i will try to think positive...
and yar...

___________________

bEEN feeling this but i don't whether its true or just infactuation.

but.

i.
think.

i'm.

in...
_________.

=)

2009-07-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

Spread Your Wings
© By Gregory Hudson

Close your eyes, open your heart
concentrate hard, get ready to start.
It is almost time to lift off and fly.
Believe in yourself and you'll fly very high.
Open your wings, spread them out
This is what flying is all about.
I know you can make it through this test.
Come on now. Do your best.
Now that you can fly and soar,
you can enter that successful door.
You've spread your wings and lifted your voice.
It's now time for others to make the right choice.

2009-07-27T23:23:00.000-07:00

wherever i go i will see you.
y?
are we strangers or what?
we didnt even talk or smile?
do you hate me..
sheesh...
great style,
great cliques,
i'm sorry..
when i see you all i think about is..
i feel guilty..
Y the hell does everyone seems to be busybody?
if its not because of all of you..
i won't even have to drag myself here.
i will just have to let it go.

dee

Myself

2009-07-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

helpless.
stupid.
inconsiderate.
felt like a fool when i make decision.
broke a lot of people hearts.
make people angry with me.
i'm not being a girl of my age.
people see me..as nothing..
feeling emo all the time for nothing.
am i born unlucky or what?
where should i go?
what should i do?
no one is perfect
but imperfection is taking over me.
my flaws, that all what you have been seeing.
when i cry. i cry because of what happens to you,not me.
when u hate me so much.
i am so immune to my surroundings.
the surroundings that has happen to me.
makes me fall.
i stand up again, with heavy hearts.
i scream inside, the chaos in me.
shuts forever.
i will revive.
if there is a chance.

2009-07-24T21:13:00.000-07:00

Am at home now..
as usual finish having breakfast..
alone at home as i didnt really tag on every weekends with my family to singapore...
its better that i seat at home and finish up on my assignmments..
and yeah...while waiting for my hindustan movie to start..
I am currently on a verge o finishing off my character design..on "max the mole",
And after that i had to think of the hawaiian lizard..
and finishing up the background for the books...on mr ridwan's class.
Anyway havent had time to watch movies with some of my classmates..
would find the time sorry guys..
as i am travelling back and fro..
and oh yar these days my phone have been silent..
hahaha...due to his "spoilt" phone..heheheh..kesian..
Missing his crazyness so much!..
Get back to me soonn, i'll be waiting..=)

Bubbye everyone..i'll update again when something interesting happens to me again..

dee

yippie weedends coming!

2009-07-22T18:40:00.000-07:00

I just reached skool and am blogging now..
i felt so glummy now..
actually i felt cramp and aching over my body!huh!
overlapping assigments..sigh..
okae...and i know i shudn't miss p.e..
but i did cause i'm to tired already..
and..for once it was so peaceful n class haha..
but i know it will end for just a few minutes gosh!!

okae...i can't wait for tommorow!!cus my cousins will be visiting me..at johor!
wuhooo!!and we'll be having much fun....shopping here and there watching movies..
jyeah!!eat nice2 food...get to relax...my brain..for a while..from the fully oveload...

haha..and yeah..i dunno when to watch harry potter and with who..haiss..its orite..
Btw, yesterday i did a presentation on my surreal montage...

I hope i get either 'a' or 'b'..hopefully la kan..
so far i think i did okae...
comments was okae..
the same old comments so far...

okae i just ate ikan bilis bun..want some?yummy!
bubbye.

To you I pour-emotions declare

2009-07-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

everyday...i walk the same route to skool..
same time...
same pace..
same school..
even same friends..
sometimes...it feels great to be at skool..
sometimes u felt confused..
and sometimes...you even felt..wether you are mixing with the right people..
or they are accepting you for who you are or either pretending...
as for me..i had no grudge towards anyone anymore..
i choose to mix around now more often...
and i'm truly sorry for those who may think..
is dee a betrayal or what?

But hey..we are all still classmates right...
I felt...stupid and sad too..
cause i kept changing close peers..
smile doesnt mean you are happy....
younnoe..

Part 11

And oh..i feeling a bit emotions this few days..
especially in the morning..
when i always do get messages that is sweet and random..
and suddenly you stop getting... and...when you felt something is wrong..
and then you will tend to feel guilty..
and then...you tend to be ego..
and tend to forget..
that's me..
i dunno why..
people kept coming and going off from my life...
my life kept changing here and there..
once i felt so happy..
and then i felt sad again..
am i putting hope's or what..?
i don't think i am..
or maybe the change?
im not desperate or anything..
i'm just telling off how i felt..
I will always be strong and accept the fact...
or maybe..i'm to irritating..thats why friends kept coming and going off from me..
Ouh i felt so wanner cry now...
okae i gtg...i'll update..

any inconsiderate..
regretted.

dee

skool: worrying.

2009-07-21T05:15:00.000-07:00

Okae...now i'm finishing up the character design of Mr.mole..
Got to start up on a design that is an hawaiian lizard...interesting!!
and have to come out an idea ABOUT mr ridwan..thumbnails...by friday!!arghh!!
luckily mr.ee...character design will brought forward on friday...
Okae...im so stressed up because tommorow..i have to present on my artwork..
i dunno what to say..and how...i'm so worried...should have turn up for class just now..because i am well after that..only in the morning..i felt sick...
and oh...

you know what?
I miss you a lot..
Miss talking to you..
Missing ur crap...

and...been worrying cause you have not been well...
You have been sick this few days...and not in a mood...
You better take care if you got any probs...share okae...=)

2009-07-21T01:44:00.000-07:00

Okae i'm sitting infront of my lappy now...
feeling all..moody..and sick..
I didnt went to school today again..god dammit..
Okae...I'm feeling so all cock-up...
and a bit sad...something somewhere is wrong with me..
i dunnno why...

and oh yar...
sab must be so happy now..
cus she's finally falling in love..hahaha=)
while some of the others either are in love, or fighting to get love..
or their life are being ruined by love..
okae so that is why people you don't want to get hurt??
don't be in love or get to know anyone..okae?
its for your own good...hahahhahahah-hahahahah-hahhaha

Okae...skool have been f****** great...
f****** awesome..

i have been feeling...

Okae to be continued..

i got to run...
and pretend again..

bubbye..

2009-07-21T01:40:00.001-07:00

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Nightmares

2009-07-18T19:11:00.000-07:00

This is a picture of a girl..
maybe screaming, trying to get freedom or something..
AND all the haywire around her,..is everything that is happening around her..
Which somehow make her stress or can't get a hold of herself..
The most interesting part for mi is how the image was drawn..it is side ways..
to show whats the real expression the girl is feeling..

Don't you guys think so??
What do you guys think of the picture??
Wanna give comments?tag me..=)

Nightmares..

I woke..
It was a dream..
Lucky me..
i thought i was losing you...
yet a feeling of lostness is surrounded..
I'll only dream about you..
the whole time..
IT'S A bad one..
does this have to do in reality??
Will you go away one day??

dee

2009-07-17T10:20:00.000-07:00

Okae I think how the picture is taken,
is perfect..
The message through the picture is given very clear..
In my opinion, this guy is wating for the right girl to give the flower too,
So that is why the focal point is on the flower and the rest is in black and white..

Random feeling

2009-07-16T19:47:00.000-07:00

Felling so sick with fever
Assignments dateline is approaching
Alone at home
moody
Missing you badly

Get well soon=)

2009-07-15T19:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae outing..
was okae...
Because, My friend was kinda sick ..
But stil insisting on going with the plans..awww..

Okae..so we met up and went to macdonalds for dinner...
AS USUAL he treat me..haha..
update each other about everything that has been happening..
And later on went to labrador.
talk222...and he ask me.a ot of question which i actually cudnt answer..
haha..it was fun though...

tHEN HAVE TO WENT HOME..
cus he;s migraine..has strike suddenly..
ohh..i hope he will get well soon..
and please la dude go doctor can??..

Kae..we tok a lot of pictures...will update soon...

And yar..assignments..kinda stress..
cus i have been sleeping my auntie house...
then like some of my stuff is at home..
Going back and fro..is vey irritating.but i have too..
and yar i think i wil be sick..ok gtg

assignments waiting=)

Just endure

2009-07-14T18:44:00.000-07:00

Okae its been the second week of skool...
Assignments after assignments..
Dateline is approaching...
And i have less sleep and more work...
Okae but despite everything else..

I am much more happier now and then..
I hope it will stay this way..
Oh yar and yesterdae i mistaken seaweed for sushi..
what the hell i kept saying seaweed..
Okae sab thanks for making me realise that i have been saying seaweed..ahahahha

And I will be meeting siamang later yay!!
okae bye!
will update soon...
OKAE mY DAYS IS FULL OF SWEETS AND CHOCOLATES...OKAE WHAT THE HELL..

Bubbye

if only

2009-07-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

My weekends was totally bored..
I'm at house all alone from morning...
Hais..hope things are still the same...
Where i can have greAT plans on weekends..
Out with my friends..
But now is not the same since i have move house...
to johor..damn..

aND NOW...
i am planning for my...
character design..
Gosh it doesnt seems easy..
kae but i have to really work on it like really with great efforts.
And i totally got no idea for now on how to draw inanimate object..damn
i AM doing research try draw here and there from morning..
I have sleepy eyes now...

But ermm..
I don't feel like sleeping..
i am actually missing someone message..hah...
He is not even online..i guess he is buzy..
its okae=)

Okae..i can't wait to see harry potter and the half blood prince..
i hope its gonna be the last episodes..
the story seems not to have an end..ahha

and oh yar...i'm watching final destination now..
Final destination 2...
I watched part 1 till 3..
the story line is quite good..

okae...oh i am alone....
i am feeling aa bit creepy now..
oh when is my family coming back home..ahaha

okae..gd nite..

People say when good things come better keep it close to you and cherish every moments

2009-07-10T21:10:00.000-07:00

Once in a while someone comes along,
someone who just naturally makes everyone
feel a little happier, a little more alive to life.
You've been that someone to me.
You've given me a new perspective on
a lot of things - including myself.
There are things you've said to me I'll
always remember and ways you've helped
me I'll never forget. The times we spend
together are always good times that leave me
looking forward to the next time.
So thanks for being the wonderful person you are.
You're an inspiration to me and I'm very glad
and grateful to know you.

; some of my fav shots taken by noni,anie,me=)

2009-07-10T19:14:00.000-07:00

Friendship

Infactuation

Okae here are some of my favoourite ones, i mean it is so cool to learn about the photograpgy, im so glad that we are given a chance with all the cybershot camera we bring around taking pictures here and there..oh men it is so awesome...i felt like a professional photographer..for once dee..okae enjoy some of the photos.=)

Regrets

here to post

2009-07-08T01:43:00.000-07:00

okae this week has been a tiring week for me...
and..oh my godness today is wednesday..yay it means weekends is reaching..wuhoo!!
can't wait to watch tv, eat nice2 food..hahaha..

kae i am so tired..yet i'm so happy..in class now...
while killing time..to mit him at redhill later..
since he too tired wanner fetch me already=(..hhah
haha..its okae..
yay!!can't wait too meet him..

ermm..okae i have to assignments coming up

Mr e, character design which is due on the 21 july
Mr ridwan cartoon design
and ohh..

we had great fun in Ms Sr class
The topic was we are suppose to get into groups
and have to take a picture that is "surreal"
Kae it was so fun..
Can't wait to learn more..
and oh yar..ended up taking pictures of anie,wati and me..hahah!
Okae tommorow Ms sRI will decide what she like.
and ohh its so cool..too study about photography..yay!

kae..i gtg soon..meeting someone..later...

bobuubyee!!!

;))

i'm back=)

2009-07-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

okae finally i'm back to blog again...
yay!finally the connection is done..
okae..days has been a chaos for me..
all those sweats finally paid..
a tiring week..
of moving house...

okae...finally you get to read my blog...
ater a few days of pestering me=)..hhehehe...
okae...been out with him last week if i'm not wrong..
went to see transformers...
wuhoo...it was a tremendous, yet funny hilarious movie..issit?
hahah..
Okae while waiting for the movie to start at ard 8 plus...
me and siamang went to the arcade..

and guess what i won! the daytona!wuhooo....
padan muke awak!ahhahaha....
time pass by so fast and i think its gonna be a month i know you!!ahhaha
its been fun...thank you...
and yeap...besok harap jady uh g dinnerz!hmm action...

Today is the first day of skul after term break...been okae..
got back my gpa...damn..dissapointed,,,

okae..gtg...

miss you=)

not in a happy moods

2009-07-01T00:50:00.000-07:00

Today is qute a tiring day for me...gotta wake up at around 4..
Reached my nenek house at around 8 plus...

This is what i felt now

tired
tired
excited
happy
stupid
unexpected
don't wanner assume anymore
i felt fucked up
i felt like crying
i felt nothing
Mayb im tired..
i felt so lonely.
the place felt different...
ok i gtg im not in a mood...bubbye

the same old feeling once again
the same old sorrows
same old words

Those memories never be erase

2009-06-28T21:21:00.001-07:00

I may not be updatting for a few ways until i get my new broadband..yeap!
Okae now im actually buzy...but i spare a lil' bit of time to update my blog..
okae i woke up at around 8 plus...and felt whatever happens to me yesterday and the past is like a dream to me..

Okae yesterday..had so much fun talking to him, it was so sweet of you to wait for me and call me up.ahahah...monyet2..ahhaahha..and i felt kindda weird...hahaha..;)
okae i promise you..we will see transformers together..hehehhe...can't wait=)oh yar and bring camera kae??we will take a lotssa picture camwhoring here and there...hehehehhehe..must remember!

I miss you
I miss You
I miss you

hahahahaahhaah.............

Im crazy...

Gd nite siamang...

anything tag my blog kae..

p.s
Thanks for being there to cheer me up
and be a sensible monkey!!!wahahahah

a sad day

2009-06-28T04:33:00.000-07:00

Oh my less than a day..

Im gonna be out off here..

hais...now..im blogging while waiting for mummy and daddy to reached home..

so sad..today plans cancel..

plus i am missing someone so much...hahaha...and i don't y!shuckkssss!

okae i have to go watch transformers with him on other days..hahahha

ok people don't miss me..bubbye...

okae btw..i think...im gonna miss a lot off people especially you..ok goodbye!

Michael Jackson may You rest in peace

2009-06-27T09:17:00.001-07:00

I was super shock when i get to know that our king of pop that is Michael Jackson
Passed away on the 25 June 2009. He was one of my Idol and he's a legend for me.
I like him its because he has his own unique of way, the way he dresess, its like he have he's on code on what to wear and people will recognise him the instant they saw him, he's voice is so powerful..all his song was also a hit back then..but until now..i myself..still listen to the songs "beat it", "thriller"..one of the best..

He also build something like disneyland inside his own cribs..and he help alot of kids...he have a kind heart..a millionaire guy but with big heart..May he's songs still be known..and kept on introducing to the new era..Rememberance of Michael Jackson 1958-2009.

What is life without love?

2009-06-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt that Ur life is like a rainbow..

Where at that point of time...its like your special moments..

it doesnt matter who you are with? your mum,dad,sister,friend, your love?

Where you feel like you want to be at that point of time forever..

Those promises.

Those Vows,

Those sweet moments..

Those everlasting moments...

Which made you shed lots of tears...

Those laughter...

When love is like a rainbow, love can be painful too it can turn into hatred

When good friends become enemy,

When someone who you trust shared laughter with betray you,

When You trust someone you love, and it turns out they didnt even appreciate your love?

When someone you will die for will say hey" You are not the perfect girl for me!".. Pls move on...after decades of being together?

Isn't that pain?

When..you be too close...ending up having feelings..and he or she says" hey...we are just friends? we do have feelings for each other...but doesnt mean we must get together?.."

Isn't that obvious that the person just wants to flirt around and play with your feeling?hell yes

Most of us...have been going through...all of this bittersweet taste of life..
Which made us learn that life is not only about going through sweet moments,
not only about giving love and needs,

its also about wanting to be heard,
wanting to share problems,
wanting to know the next step,
not wanting the perfect looks, but trying to be someone perfect by your attitude and stuff...
respect...

and always tell my love one.."i am beautiful because you love me"...

dee

feeling so happy

2009-06-25T09:38:00.001-07:00

okae finally you want to read my blog..hahaha..okae welcum2...
hahhahahah...kae readers i'm sp bored at for the first time..i attempt to update 2 post in one day..yikes!hahah..kae.....

Nowadays i felt happy

Heres a poem for all of you:-

What Is Love?

Love is the way that our lives intertwine.
Love is the feeling of your hand in mine.
Love is each look and each meaningful touch-
The unspoken language that tells us so much.
Love is the laughter and joy that we share,
But most of all, love is just knowing you're there.

Kae this poem i dedicate to whoever that is in love okae...=)

gd nite=)

Plans for weekends!wuhoooo!

2009-06-25T03:15:00.000-07:00

I think i might be going to watch transformers, with my fren!yay!!
haha can't wait!Okae today i'm not feeling that well..plus i'm kinda felt sad about certain issues.which i do not want to mention it here..and i'm very happy cause siamang is out of the cage tommorow!!haha reservice dabes!!...okae...finally he called me just now..and we chat for a little while..as usual..we talk crap...we always end up laughing..cause both of us have alot of crap to talk about..okae what the hell?...i hope i get to mit siamang on one of the weekends...ermm...hhahaha...okae..
now i'm watching nickelodean..i just want to kill time..
awww...i'm gonna miss this room,
house,bed,bathroom, tampines, friends, environment,him..hahahha..
you know y?you'll find out soon enough..=)

okae by everyone..will update soon...

New template,new life,new air..

2009-06-23T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hey ho!!
Been making and choosing my blog template for one bloody day!!
Haha...
so I finally decided to choose this..i hope its nice for the viewers eyes..
So i just wanner have a new fresh look..will people, pink,blue..linking to some of my favourite colour..
Okae..so today is Daddy bdae..he turned 45..ahah da tua!! But to bad didnt get him anything we all ate canadian pizza..
Okae..mostly thats all...and then...quite bored cus..my p.pd low..
Tak dapat msg si siamang banyak2..dun miss me siamang..ahhaha
Oh my..kesian siamang pat dalam burungnyer cage..hehehehe...
Kinda miss someone too..heheh...
ermmm...I heard skul is opening on the 6 july...god dammit..im gonna be extra bored!
ok chillax dee..everything is gonna be okae..=)
so now..wait for everyone to sleep and wanner use home phone..and try call siamang..
siamang u wait forever okae...ahahhaha...

ok.

hes funny
hahaahahah
but i like..

ok till tommorow..

wuhooooooooooooo..

can't wait for what will happen in the furture...=)

gd nite readers!

those days are back again

2009-06-21T08:48:00.000-07:00

jyeah!so i met up wit my fren....at around 2 pm..
we went to see ghost of my girlfriend past...
at first i thought the story is too bitchy for me..
but im glad..man the story was superb..along the way..
haha..i cried im so touch...i mean its a great storyline..
and the story is mostly to make some guys awake..and realise...that being serious..
is important in relationship..and believing in love..hahaha..
ok so...suddenly my fren said my fren gtg..
cause my friend grandma was sick..
so yeap...i have to catch up with my fren next tym!
but hey my fren gave me...this cute tazmania baby!ahahah
then met up wit sis and her boifey..
and had dinner together..cause havent been catchng up with him for quite sometime..damn!hahah..

so okae..now i have this random feeling..off..
cheerful
happy
confused and
shiok sendiri
ok wateva..

i dunno...lets make more frens!

im glad i made great friends along the way; day by day u made me pissed!

2009-06-18T08:51:00.000-07:00

It was wednesday..when i am finally free!so it means..merayap time!!ahahah...have planned for days..to mit up wit ikha...a girl which i get to know..from my classmate...ahahah...so...yerp...sorri ikha if we reached late...as it was the first time of our miting...i am a bit nervous ahahha...although she was a gerl..damn!!so yar....i met her...greet each other..and of we go..so...first stop was..kfc!!ahahah..as man and ikha is hungry because they havent eaten lunch..but i had already had at home..so too bad! i just bought ice tea for me...and they bought this..10 dollars meal..oh my its worth it! it had,zinger,2 piece chix,2 cheese fries plus drinks!awesome huh???..ahahahha...as i lay my eyes on the chicken..ahahah..it was so tempting arghhhh!yummy!..but hey stop! i had my luch..i have to cut down food,,,so...ahhaah...i watch damn eat pretending..to not feel anything..so along the way..me and ikha...laugh222....(due to some inside jokes too..)ahahahha...she look at me..and i look at her..and we laugh again..i was like wth man?!!!..i really enjoy the day with her and man..her bf!..but my classmate was a bit different he doesnt talk that much...luckily ikha was very talkative..and so friendly..goodness sake it was the first miting...and we can easily speak to each other...and communnicate...she was very sweet,pretty and funny hilarious!after lunch..we went arcade...and...i challenge man to daytona..damn i won the first round!wuhooo...but he won a few times after that...ahhaha...and man...played this like techno dance i think..but for fun..i and ikha got no idea..whats so fun about it..and man reaction was damn funny!he dance like...malay dance wtf!haah..full of passionate!!ahaha..and this minah and bitch.,...beside man played the dance too...but she dance this time...like...i dont even know what to describe...it was damn lame and funny!for bitches!oopss sorrie...after arcade...when to sit at esplanade...and hear some gerl performing songs...and all the way camwhore with ikha!!!all those funny moments..i had with her!!ahahah..and not forgettig man!the fishing guy!hahaha... thanks manikah!ahhaha

...............so..after ikha went off...i went to mit this "friend" of mine after that..haha..okae..so he took me after he finished work and drive us to beach road since there is no where else in mind...oh my goodness...and again..he look so..cute!!!hahahaha,...so..i ate hor fun..and he ate, mee pattaya..haaha..but he cudnt finish it cus..it was so hot and spicy!i cant finish my food to cause actually i dont like hor fun..i order..cus ader pantang larang makan nasi sekarang(macam faham)...so actually he was qwuite untalkative at first...vut i just react pernormal..ahahah..i made and laugh at my own stupid lame jokes..ahahah...okae next stop was...changi beach...we sat at the playground area..there..oh my goodness it was so windy..and along the way..i felt happy..i mean we can communicate so easily...he was really fun to talk with!a nice friend indeed....so funny..hes age..doesnt goes with his attitude i think..but i enjoy..haha..and he drove me home..at 11 pm..thanks..friend for the day..i hope...to mit u soon...again..

i hate her!
i hate her!
i hate her!
my sister..she hurt my feelings this few days..
she acted like someone else..
she was so cruel...
she was always angry at stupid things..
i know we cant communicate anymore...
mayb she got someone better for her to be close with..
i guess ill let her be..
i know..we are not close anymore...
dont u miss went we are close when we grew up together!
god dammit!
stop acting like a bitch!
but i love u..
tc

today

2009-06-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

ermmm..wake up at 11 am..
thennn...help my mum with the cooking,
and i also help her with the laundry as usual..
then finish cooking, eat kary telur with roti and ayam goreng!
yummy! then..i and my sis..we argued, after which
she a bit psycho then..she when to me...and pull my hair and bash me up!
i was like wtf!I HATE HER!..so...afterwhich...went into my room!anger was so high!
that i ended up sleeping..wahhahahaah.... until maghrib...wake up..reply my fren msg..he ask everything ok...then i was like yeah....

then now hearing this song by rossa..it was so nice.
wAITING for this new fren of my to kol...hhahah..
kae...people...im really bored..to kill time..i shall fill my life with colours..okae crap..gd nite..

johor trip with family on 12 june

2009-06-12T22:47:00.000-07:00

Took some pictures at jco donuts at City Square

yUMMY!!THE DONUTS WAS SO DELICIOUS!!IT WAS HEAVEN...HAHA..it was super soft..that went you put into your mouth..it will vanish..in just one second...it had a lot of choice...you guys should really try and taste the donuts..yummy!!okae..my family and i...the six of us..went at about..5 plus..and reach ard 6 plus i guess...so we went there to actually watch movies, because it is damn cheap..hahaha..only cus about...$4 singapore...whew!!!ahaha....so at first we really got no idea..what movie to watch...but my mum made the choice of seeing" jangan pandang belakang congkak"..damn i thought its gonna be bored!!but its hilarious funny!!! i laugh my ass out..towards the whole movie...i had fun!!!so much fun....

Few hours before the movie start...

we went shopping!!!wuhoooo!!

as usual...my sister...she will non-stop shop...
and guess what she bought..this lee copper shoe..it was damn nice..it cus about 120 ringgit,..not that bad actually...and my bro...brought..fred perry shirt...
With me ended up buying..this..cute..dress...hahaha..its purple..and blue...okae...quite nice glad could fit in!!!heheheh....ok so...afterwhich...we had dinner...at the usual place where we always ate..went we get there...the food was so cheap and nice and fresh...cus...its like japanese style..they actually cook infront of us...with a lot of vegetables..you no its like"selera" when you see it...its like you will like drool..with the smell and stuff...hahaha..but as for me i had a mission going on,,,so i cant eat rice...hahahaha..i ate..yong tau foo..!!chep sey..it cost only 4 dollars...i pick a lot of food..ahhahaha...

afterwhich....we went home...along the way..in the car..we hear..misteri jam 12..

it was so scary...

till i cant sleep yesterday...hahhaa...

we had so much fun!!arghh..i will upload the pictures i take with my family at batam!!!

please check out soon okae readers!!=)

gd bye..for now..

Life must go on..

2009-06-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

Muke half dead!!for goodness sake it was 6 am!!haha

So..i was a bit piss of..cus i have to wait at the pasir ris interchange for 2 hours!! for goodness sake!! please guys...no more next time..tell me earlier yeah..
Okae so first was not really in a mood.. Met ady,dang,wati,marx..along with ayu,jas and this guy..along..and walk to the chalet..The best aprt was 5 of us..didnt slept for one whole day..it was really great..hang ard at the water breaker..xchange problems..with some lying down...hahah...okae...and abput 3 plus went back and set outside the chalet...cus we dont wanner disturb some of the people sleeping...but damn it was so cramp inside..they look like sardine..haha.. and the best part was...i never play this game card before..and i accidentally name it "taichi" but actually it suppose to be pronounce "taiti"...hahaha...marx was so hyper..that he kept on laughing and laughing his ass out along with others!!..and we play "police and thief", " bluf", and "chop chilli chop"...with the card...men we really laugh our ass out..!!hahahah...ady face was really funny while playing the chop chilli chop... and i caught him in action i accidentally said something funny..and oh my goodnes..he accidentally spit the water..with his saliva coming out!!ewww...and we laugh non-stop!!!and we went off at ard 7 plus...wati was so funny she was so sleepy until she do stupid stuff..dang look half dead,marx was still hyper, ady was still hungry!!ahhahaah...guys..looking forward to our next trip...hahah..with more people!!!!!wuhooooooo!!!

2009-06-02T23:47:00.001-07:00

ok to all my classmates all the best for tommorow..

gd luck=)

i'm doing my report..

life is bad,but look on the bright side of life

2009-06-02T09:34:00.001-07:00

camwhoring
(ti mulut tutup nanti lalat masuk,dee muke jgn nak step cutehahahahhahaha)

Who says i cant play drum?hahahah

yeah...

great day!

tanks to wati,ziq,ady,hari,nas for the day.

great one..

it was so blasting la..inside the jamming room,especially hari with the drum

and they really play good songs...

looking forward to more jamming session or their gig..?...k great!

and who says i can't play drums??

haha..i just need practice...

but i can only play like a few beats..mcm faham..

ziq..ajar aku...ahhahaha..

great day i had...

and i love...

HANGING AT SP...

HAHAH..

frreee my mind..

wuhoooo....

and also the worst dae!!!!

Just Beat it!

2009-05-24T09:43:00.000-07:00

Okae...

HAVE TOO...

sUBMIT,IT MY fLIPBOOK BY THIS THURSDAY..
COMPLETE MY PHOTOSHOP BY WEDNESDAY, SO BY THURSDAY I COULD ALREADY MAKE MY POSTER THINGY..
fRIDAY adp exam..
Next wednesday final presentation...
Then...holidae!! endure dee endure!!

Just beat it!

Hey you!, stop pretending

2009-05-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

do u ever realise that some people...

Pretends to be popular, attention?

pretends to smile, but hatred on the inside?

pretend to ask?, but gossip at the back?

pretend to laugh.....with us...but actually laughing at us??

pretend to fit in..but i know u r just one crap..

pretend to help...but actually, forcing

pretend to be cool..

pretend...to ask..r u okae??

pretend...that he/she is good enuf??

pretend..to make up stories??

AND..i'm also pretending to be okae..

and i'm also pretending that i'm happy with the surroundings...

and whoever u r out there..don't pretend to be nice to someone if u can't...

I hope..that i don't need to pretend anymore...

"okae dee kau buat bodoh jelar..dengan dorang...we'll just do what is right for us"

yummy pizza huts cravings!, assignments on the process

2009-05-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

HELO ITS ME AGAIN!!!

mY lAUGHTER MEDICINE=), TOOK PICTURE WHILE ZUL CUTTING HIS HAIR..=)

fINALLY mY CRAVINGS FOR PIZZA HUT IS OVER..HAHA
yEAH TODAY WENT OUT AT ARD 1...I WENT STRAIGHT TO nlb...went to research some stuff over that for adp and wish to finish a potrait of myself for wan's class..(but its still undone..sad3)...okae so...few minutes later as usual my crazy gf came with her bf...okae...so as usual we sta and do our own stuff....

okae the best part was...

kinah and me went to the toilet and guess what i saw...

Dee: went in the toilet....huh??am i seeing things??..went out and check the toilet signs..am i in the right toilet??

kinah: went it...ehemmm3...(while dee laughing)...Excuse me SIR I THINK U R IN THE WRONG TOILET!...

businessman: PAISEH *FACE*... OH mY GOODNESS I THINK IM IN THE WRONG TOILET!!SORYYYYY!!! AND WENT OFF....HAHAH

dEE, KINAH: lAUGHING OUR ASS OUT...together....hehhehehehe....

Okae...so went on...

We took some pictures at the pizzahut....and had fun the whole day..

thanks to kinah and zul for the day...!!!

to zul...(jangan tarik3..rambut..aku lagy...heheheheh)

to kinah...see u at skul tommorow....=)

gd nite...
bloggers!!!

skul.

2009-05-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

ermmmm...i miss nisa!! she havent been ucming to skul for already a week...
i hope she is ok and will recover soon..

and i dunno sumhow my feelings towards my classmate is happy,angry,hate,
or anything else..

i dunno y..

i guess suome people..just hate us...when we are trying hard to make evrything okae..

arghhh..i dun give a shit to any of the people in my class..

if supposingly they hate me...or anything..

the least i can do or keep quiet...or if it really irritates me..

i will really say it loud!!! like"hey you, please shut the fuck up! we are trying our best to put the whole class together!!!"

this is supposingly...

talking doesnt mean i want to
smiling doesnt mean im happy
lately i do not do stuff...WILINGLY..

i fear that our class...tend to talk alot behind each other back..

but at least they no how to act face to face..

good one!

KAE...this is what i have been feeling the whole termmmmm....

good day=)

i missing every love that i have felt before

2009-05-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

Ohhh...

i miss those days...

gd nite.=)

happy mother's day..i love eu mum...

2009-05-09T08:45:00.001-07:00

This is a picture of me...and the person that i love most in this world that is my mum...Sharifah...a person that i can't live without...a mum that i hurt a lot though..i wish i could make her happy on mother's day....i think i might wanner cook for her something special tommorow...and im goona drew her something....i just wanner see her smile...although im actually not the kind of person..who shows the feelings by saying...im a practical person...but mum...i hope u can forgive me for all my mistake...thanks for looking after me...since i was born...and still working till now...for all of us...im gonna work hard...and make u proud..and thanks for always not giving up on me...and i'm also sad..that my grandma just past away...because my mu use too always not forgetting to call my grandma...every year...to wish her "selamat hari ibu"...and this is the first year..that she won't be able to say that...i know that she is really sad...but as a daughter and the eldest sis...i do not want to see her cry...i will try my best to do something that makes her happy..."MAMA U R THE BEST MOTHER..IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD...AND I DUN THINK WHAT I DID IS ENOUGH TO COMPARED TO HOW MUCH LOVE AND SACRIFICES YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME....I HOPE THAT ONE DAY I WILL ALSO BE LIKE YOU..THANKS FOR THANKING CARE OF MI TILL NOW ..TILL I REACH 20...I LOVE YOU"...

SAW HIM LIKE SINCE YEARS..

2009-05-09T07:52:00.000-07:00

and so...friday came....

as u can see we kinda camwhore alot during class and lunch...

haha..

okae...and i am relieved because we do not have to take temperature anymore if im not wrong....=)on that dAY WE are suppose to make our own layout to be put on our class blog...

so yeah can't wait to know whose group will be choosen...

we have all put in efforts and our best...so all the best to the winning contestant!!

okae...and exam cuming soon...damn....im starting to revise though...

i learn my lesson not to be last minute...i hope i can do my best...

and i also need to show my proposal for our drawing class...

we were suppose to make a flip book..

and so we were suppose to choose "balls"..haha...

and i was like "r u serius?"..hehe...

kae...and also looking forward for our photoshop projects..jyeah...

thats all...for now...

ok gtg...=)

...............................................

2009-05-05T09:25:00.000-07:00

Had a great day with kynah!!

hahah...when to bugis again today...cus i wanted to get that baju badly!!haha

Hehe so yeah...was so excited cus she can teman me aGAIN..kae well...

we went and as usual...it was so damn crowded with people...and its like only tuesday..

and after we kinda have dinner at kfc..

and went to aljunied library...

and talk2...

and around 10 plus..mit up with kynah..and(....).wit my fren shaqiq..

so yep2....planing for the thursday thingy!!can't wait for that dae...

people involve are me..kynah...adha...niseh...zul..my sis...shasha..maulid...shaqiq..

can't wait for these coming thursday...hehe..

the best part was...

in the mrt...

kynah look at my face and i look at hers...

and we laugh with the reason of seeing guys that have a long white moustache and counting for that dae..can u believe that?hahah...i really do enjoy being around her..

shes can be crazy asshole at tymes..=)

So kynah..don't forget to put on that dresss on thursday...hehe

and so shaqiq thanks for sending me home..u r the bestest bestfriend..=)

dee-QIQ..KAU OK TAK?
QIQ- aku ok
dee- crious?aku sorry if its cause of me...
qiq-....
dee-what's ur problem bilang la??
qiq-really takde pape...
dee-k betul?k bye.

see i'm so caring..haha..kae2 crap...

then on my way home..

i saw someone like makcik....

calling my name from behind...

skali tengok dekat2 adik aku lupenyer...

hahha...so...yar..while sitting with her friend..an...i camwhore2....all the pictures the photographer is my sis...

kae enjoy....=)

hindustanism=)

2009-05-04T09:41:00.000-07:00

hrithik roshan

preity zinta

Sharukh Khan

Kajol

Rani Mukherjee

I love hindustan...

I love rani-her eyes
preity zinta for her chubbynees,fair skin,dimple very pretty=)

adore khritik-his muscular body, good looking handsome face with green eyes(i think)

admire ashwarya rai for her sexy body and green eyes

kajol for her beautiful features

Most of all sharukh i still love eu..hehe...

hes the most charming, good actor..very dedicated one..

2009-05-03T18:41:00.000-07:00

And so...

It is raining heavily today..

didnt feel like waking up...

but hei i dun waner miss skool!

And thus, i reached skul at 9.30...

and here i am in the class blogging..

while waiting for Sri to start class at 10...

just wondering, what my day will be like today..

and yes...

after skool meeting up dear sister at bugis...

will be temaning her to buy some stuff at fox...i guess??

when will she stop shop3??

OKAE...i shall stop..

will be blog soon=)

good dae=)

some people go around bullshitting people.

2009-04-30T06:26:00.000-07:00

I hope my efforts are for my

objective artwork is being seen..

though i think i like the theme that i have chosen,

that is "imperfect"

The reason y i have chosen the topic is because it is a general thing

that have been happening in every day life?

Mayb i choose the wrong colour..

But..overall i think we had done our best..

Here I stand,
Until the time
Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched
Hear voices speak words that can't be undone
Was it my fault I was invincible
To the naked eye, I am invisible
I cannot be seen
Because no one wants to see me
I am different
Different from the rest of them
So they ignore me
But I don't ignore them
No one is friendly
Why were they so blind
Because I am not them
I am only mine
I am different
But I can see
But they can't see me
I watch them fall
Divided they fall
Together they die
But here I stand
Until the end of time
Was it a crime that I was unique
Original to the human mind
I was invisible to there standards
Invisible to their lies
But as they kneel to beg
I watch them beg

But here I stand until the end of time
Was it a crime for me to live my life
A crime for wanting to survive
No one would answer
So I will wait until the end of time

By Taj-domayn C. Thompson

A-"They Are Just Acting innocent and fun to be with don't you think so?!"

B-"its okae let them be...they are trying too hard...and they are somehow attention seeker"....

A- "lET SEE HOW FAR THEY CAN GO"...

Dissapoinment

2009-04-28T20:18:00.000-07:00

Not hapypy!
not happy!
not happy!

Glum

2009-04-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

Okae...

Readers...

Last Week and this week of School...

has been like a total..sulky day for school...

err...I just hope sab and i..we could put our best in our abstract art..

and report..although some may not really like my idea..but i think it does go with my theme..

as for class..mates...

err...i just have this feeling of a least happy to some of my classmate..

but i guess..its okae..

mayb most of us is tired and just bz with assignment.,..so...we dont really care bout talking to each other...

but that doesnt suppose u have to be rude...or so sarcastic to one another...

come on classmate should also be respected?? theres no one perfect rite??

and theres like a real communication break down..and i really dunno whats wrong??

just stating the fact..that i really miss our class spirit...

and it makes me feel numb...and totally moody to go skool...and i know..its not only mie who feels it...like mayb some feels it??

mayb we could clarify things??if we r not happy with anything ok?isnt that better??

and..fellow classmate please, give evryone in the class to speak their mind..

dun judge or anything,,,it may make some of our class feel less about it...

let support each other in terms of anything...

okae..this is what i feel..

is up to any of you...to think less of mie..

i just can't seem to keep quiet anymore..

thanks for reading=)

the past revived

2009-04-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

its clear

he lie

he decalre to me,

i'm still hurt though and confuse

y must somone lie to you to be with you?

I forgive him..

and tell my feelings out..

but,

when i woke up...

i know what i say its not goin too happen..

I dun think i will get over it..

so stand back..

and be with the one you are with..

being Frens is just the least.

I rather be alone..

Twilight obsession

2009-04-25T09:20:00.001-07:00

This are some of my favourite characters

In the movie/novel

Twilight
:

When bella move from her hometown..
to forks And met edward at her high school...

She Falls in love with edward cullen..
She is not afraid of him..

irrevocably in love with a vampire,

while jacob bella bestfriend..

Love her too,,

I can't wait for new moon..

In september..

I loVE U EDWARD CULLEN!

some of tim burton drawing

2009-04-25T09:00:00.001-07:00

This is some of my favourite ones..

I like his style is very unique

and also he can draw and direct a story..

My favourite actor was also johnny deep.

enjoy!

laughter is the best medicine

2009-04-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

My goodness Shes killing herself too!gosh!

Nisa wrong View!

(credits to kinah for editing, but i still want the original copy!)

Had A crazy Day with them..

Sab and adha...haha...didnt get the chance to camwhoring with u guys..

Went to watch "JANGAN TEGUR"

with nisa and kynah.

The story is like the second part of "jangan pandang belakang"

But This is like the scariest movie eva..

I like the story line..

AND the scene and everything..make us scream...

Nisa was all the way closing her ears..haha..

And i was like all the way screaming..

U guys shud try to watch it,,,

Dun worry there is subtitle..

And i find the title doesnt goes with the story..

We went to arcade also...

and took a few pictures.

we played daytona and basketball..

haha..

I just feel like laughing all the way..

and we were suppose to finish up some school stuff

but at least we did some..

efforts were put

2009-04-16T20:49:00.000-07:00

finally I gut back

my artwork for Sri class

very dissapointed...when i get my marks back...

whaTEVA IT is..im sure that i put a lot of effort in it...

and my previous assignment..which i get to know SRi like the previous better..

will sure put in more in future...

for this semester...

i hope..

it will be evn better.

some phrase which is useful to me and some of u guys
"If there's a will, then there's a way"

congrats to the people who score a for their first assignment
u guys deserve it!

the one who scores below 'b'!

try harder next tym!!

p.s finally here bloggin again!

those days are over...NEW DAYS ARE AHEAD

2009-03-23T06:54:00.000-07:00

hey3 people i'm finally blogging after weeks...

of not been...blogging

cus of unfinished asssignments...

weeks and weeks...through..

and i have learn a lot through my first term...

its like mix feeling of going skool sumtimes...

UNDEFINED

when unexpected people do crazy stuff behind ur back..

or even the closest or should i said some trusted asshole..

ditch behind ur back like that..

And i know i have beeen missing some class due to my overwhelming germs spreading to my WEAK body..

and been late to class...And i own..an apology To mR wAN N mS SRI..

fOR ALWAYS BEEN patient through with us..

For a moment i should think through what i want and deal woth skool stuff rather than messing around with solving unsoluble stuff...

Maybe for now..i had felt...some of our classmates..not being happy with each other or anything..well as for now im confused..

but 1b!i miss eu...may we bond like those days....when we first smile...to each other..=)

Okae..to all that wanner mess up..with my life...Heres something i wanner shout!!

"hell yeah!! damn you!dont give a shit!"

To all my sweetie pie...

lETS GET ROCKING AND gET THE HANG OF LIFE!!!WUHOOOOOOOOOOO!!

DEE

I MISS

THE GIRLS...NONI,NIE2,KIE2.HAHAHAHAH...

behind these eyes

2009-03-03T06:26:00.000-08:00

sometimes...

when i look into myself..

i see nothing..
all i see is..

the same old fadhillah which i knew for 19 years..

and i never seen her getting succeed..
and getting what she wants..

sometimes i hate her for not appreciating on what she has..

she always hurt her close ones...

will i make my parents proud one day..?

Will i really succeed in future...

i know i will...if i just dont stop looking at the bright stars...

I'm also..denying to be loved and to fall in love with anyone..

or even have crush..

Its hard for mi..cus im a girl who really get hurt easily..and i'm very sensitive...yeap...when i felt hurt it took me months to recover...although i might always laughed and look cheerful on the outside...

but crushes..i can'tt deny..,that its hard to get away...

i hate myself before this...but im giving chance to myself again..

i just need to let mylself free and fly like the bird although

i am still a tortoise..but i'll continue running and reach to be there..before the rabbit..cus sometimes rabbit is very fast...but they may lack sometimes...

Everyday...i wish upon a star..

that...

all my brothers ans sisters succeed..

my mum and dad..is happy..

my friends...are happy as can be..

and someone...which can always pour...down a shining star on me everyday,..-)

2009-03-03T06:00:00.001-08:00

i feel

stress
unhappy
sad
confused
gay

dee

2009-03-01T07:16:00.000-08:00

i miss her..
i miss my gf....

its been a year since i heard about her..
Hope she is fine..

remember those day when
she was there when i needed her..

Will i lost her forever?

I miss u old buddy...

dee

awesome day i had with sis..

2009-02-28T07:07:00.000-08:00

today when out as planned...

Cause sis ask me along for shopping on her clothes too school..

exceptional fer mi..i didnt buy anything though...but i enjoyed window shopping..=)

err yeah...first dropp was city hall..my all time favourite..haha..

first stop was- hula and co..

i help sis around with her dress...

so yeap the dress where pretty gorgeous along with her..tried a few dress here aND THERE..but nothing suit her taste though...and so...out of the shop..

we went to marina square after that...and managed to brought herself a blue jeans...its nice though..sit her...rather then,,,no colour other than black!!

and she also brought along a nice black dress at ...it looks gd on her..so gorgeous!..

we were so freaking hungry!and our last option was leisure kallang!haha...since city hall was so damn packed haha!...

yup took a straight bus...

the fun part and surprising part was....

i was happily chattering n walking with sis..

to my surprised i saw the guy which i kindda looking forward to spot him on canteen..

i dunno theres more to it i guess!!haha...

guess what..we had the longest eye contact..

first thing

-i was surprised!

second

-i was expecting to see him at skool..and didnt saw him for a long time..and finally did...

hes kinda simple..

hes cute too...

and i think he works at popeye! but hei im not a stalker!!!kahahahahah

hope to make frens with him!hahahaha....

blog soon!nite bloggers!~

i really had fun with her...

nothing much

2009-02-26T06:48:00.000-08:00

sorrie guys didnt blog for like a week or more..

didnt seems like...anything much to blog till now..

well3..skool..was getting kindda feeling a bit boring..

not the feeling which i felt..when skul started..so...yeap3...

i guess some people just dun like to be disturb...so...i guess i better keep up with that..rather then me getting hurt with all the hideous words...

and i felt skool was rather deadly nowadays...frends that use to be close is further apart..mayb,,because we are forming cliques..here and there...but hei we have to mix with all the the cl;ass peeps!!and some people just find it wrong if me getting close with their own cliques...ermmm..dun not understand that part..

what do i care?..
for what i know is.,..i go with the flow..
If people culdnt accept me,
find me lame?
sarcastic?
stupid or anything?
wad the hell do i care...like hello??u guys cant change nor judge me???ok?!
so i dun give a damn..and by what i know is i go to skool!!..
to have fun..
try to be friendly with all...
and made my day happy=)

yeeehaaaaaaaaaa!!!

what i need to finish up by this month,,

sri adp stuff...pictorial album!
improve on wan's work!!woohoo...

and i am in love with edward cullen!!!!!!!!!wohhhooooooooo

his eyes make me melt...hehe

gd nite!!!

=)

Living memories of her

2009-02-19T05:02:00.000-08:00

On the 17 feb 2009, at 6.50 pm..

i coudnt forget...

Someone who i love very much passed away..

And it is my grandmother...

I wad so shocked...

Otw from school..

rush home and change..

Cause' my auntie says that my grandma

live is at critical state..

When We are in the car,,

Got a fon call...from my cousin..

And suddenly..my mum..didnt say anything..and started crying..

I asked y..she didnt answer..

While hearing her cry..i cried too...

My nenek has gone...to where she came from...

To ALLAH S.W.T...

tODAY IS THE SEcond the i had not seen her..

I miss her a lot..

N i tot she have 6 months

to live..

But only a few days,,,

how i wish that i was beside her when she is at her last breath...

I really miss my grandma..Fatimah bte Hussein..

wHEREVER SHE IS..she will still be in my heart,,,

She is in the best place with allah swt...

AMIN..

2009-02-14T08:09:00.000-08:00

mET aBOUT 3.OO wIT mY MATES TO JOEL'S BDAE PIT AT THE PASIR RIS!!WOHHOOO!!
eNJOY THE PHOTOS!!

Mi With Wati In the Bus camhoring while waiting to get down!

aDY tHE MAT KOTAI!!HAHAHA

jASMINE SO SWEET=)

bUSTOP mODELS=)

aRGHH BUT DIDNT MANAGE TO TOOK THE PICTURE WITH ALL MY CLASSMATES.,,.

wILL TAKE IT FROM sRI@!!!YEAH,,,

bUT MOST OF ALL I ENJOY THE DAY!

tHANKS JOEL FOR THE bDAE PIT!WE ENJOY..

aRGHH i DIDNT MANAGE TO TAKE THE PIC WITH HIM!!SORRIE=)Happi Bdae!

Happy valentines day to all!!

2009-02-13T08:34:00.001-08:00

tHIS IS WHAT I HAVE DONE FOR MY TYPOGRAPHY...

tHIS IS MY MASTERPIECE...

hAHA..ENJOY!

Friday the 13...

2009-02-13T08:17:00.000-08:00

This picture of me aND SAB WAS TAKEN IN THE TOILET..HEHE,,nERDY ME WITH SPECS...=)

How sweet to have them by my side..=)
Happy valentine's day!

A cool edited of my close friends..

2009-02-13T08:14:00.000-08:00

Actually i have edited it long ago...
But just happened to display it today!enjoy!

Yay!

2009-02-12T05:50:00.000-08:00

As usual skul2!!!

Looking forward to skul every single day,.,

Yay!!
As usual...

In drawing class..

Very2 kecoh...

N then
Today
i sat With Wati's group..
Cause i felt like drawing
The Sword...
Heheh

N yeah.,,,

WHEN TO EAT kfc with kynah and wati!!

wE wERE LIKE TALKING FROM about 6 to 8.30 non-stop..haha

Had fun,,,
Really looking forward to mit u guys in the future..=)

dee

Best dae Ever!!

2009-02-11T06:23:00.000-08:00

Todae...
Class starts usual..
at around...9..

So went For Ms sRI CLASS...
aND WELL tHIS iS MY SEcond presentation..
Shesssh...

i Felt worst then my first presentation..
Haiss...Ms Sri said that..My points r there..
But I wasnt like really doing it...I was A bit shivering also..
But then i mayb too over confident,.,,ermm
N i was so rude to have something in my mouth..n chewing..
I shudnt have!!!!arghhhhhhh!!!!

N credits to nisa for helping mi out with the borders...=)
N yeah,,Mr riduan class...
At first we had to draw..
kEYS..
n IWAS SO OVERSTRESSED..
aRGH,.,,
iTS KINDA HARD..
so i manage to change group..
N SAT AT DANIELLE'S GROUP..
N IDID HANDPHONES...
sHADING WAS AGAIN MY WEAKNES..
I'LL TRY MY BEST..
tO IMPROVE..
N SO CLASS ENDS..

mI,WATI IS...wHEN..
tO MACDONALDS..WE HAD FUN CHIT CHATTING..
n getting their tips of shading...
N really had the greatest day wit them!!!
N the enjoyable part was when we are at the MACDONALDS!!!hehe

=)

unexpected

2009-02-09T05:53:00.000-08:00

as usual when to class..

Today...i felt so emotional..

N class...I'm not able to draw that well..

I will not give up hope although some may think..

I cant do it..

I'll never give up..

n I get to know...

My grandma

From My mum..

She only can live for 6 months..

I cried...

Im so sad...

I cant even focus on my work now..

Only god knows what im feeling...

Im breaking down now...

I still remember..

HOW mUCH SHE LOVE US...

nENEK..

i LOVE U..

iM SO BREAKING DOWN RIGHT NOW....

weekends!!!

2009-02-08T00:52:00.000-08:00

Now Im sitting infront of my lappy blogging n blogging non-stop because i'm bored..Yay!!finally..back to skool tommorow...hehe...weekends..was kinda bored..chilling at home,,not much plans....Thought wanner went out with sri n the rest,,,but then...dangdang kol mi last minute...hahaah...n i was like.sheesh next tym..guess what he koled me at about 7 pm???if i knew he was going out shud have joined him..p.s-please tell me earlier nest tym??..haha..btw..still creating my fonts rite now...n oresentation is on tuesday..,i'll make sure there's improvement..wokae????ok la...have a great weekend yaw!!!im out!

to be continued..

dylla

Skit!

2009-02-07T04:52:00.000-08:00

Yesterdae....was super fun....
Hahaha...
As usual...
Looking forward to skool...
Yeah..I thought that my class starts at 10..haha
but Yikes.,,its at..9..
Lucky Kynah msg me...hehe

N I reached skul for half an hour late...damn
But Glad to catch up stuff...
N We had assignments about Fonts Thingy..
We had To intepret Our Interest/hobby into the fonts itself...
Worried also for wan's assignment, which i did on thursday...=(

N yeah...Lpd Class..
Hhahahah...We had to do...
Business letter to be prepared in future.
So yup i took it seriously...
Cus its 50% of the marks..
So if i lose it..damn..i dun wanne even..
N woahhh we got a paper...from my lecturer.
She asked us to get into groups of 5..
So each of my mates choose their own clique as usual..
The best part was my group there's ady,sab,kynah,joker(sound effect),JOELLE...=)

hAHAH...at first we decide to choose A story about Couple..
Cus Well adi wanted to do the skit act out with his gf sabby??haha..cute
But I didnt decide thAT THAT WAS the best for all of us..
Cus everyone had to be in that skit..
Hei I mean it matters to me though everyone had to get involve..

So yar we changed too...The skit we are supposed to act out was
"This student who wanted to quit skool without graduated, but then theres his mum,friend,teacher who..didnt agree at all..

Adi-The student
kynah-the narrator
Dee-Mummy!!ahha
sab-suppose to be the fren who suppose to act but joker took the place(shes shy)hehe=)
jOKER-SOUND EFFECT/FREN

hahhaa...
summary of the story
Hady was a kid who is defient didnt wanne fulfill his studies as a student
Joelle was a teacher who almost give up,Still give the advise to him..and his mum.
which is me...always supports him but disagree on him quitting skool..
Joker a fren who make ady change the mind finally...so with all the supports..
he changed continue studyy..and try to be better with his teacher and frens..

This was my first class skit..it was so fun..ahhaha...i didnt know all my classmate can act this well..with an impromtu act..we all manage to did it..

The best skit which i like most was dangdang group and joker,danielle was good too..though...everyone did their best...

What a day we had...

I love fa0901b..=)

to be continued..

dylla

February

2009-02-03T06:59:00.000-08:00

Yeah..its been a month till i know my classmates..yeahhh...the bonding start to bond stronger..now...starting to unite...n i hope alll the small miss understandings will not get to lead with a bigger probs...hope as a classmates we can solve things out...N WHat do i wanner accomplished by end of February..

-Get A perfect shading for wan class
-Get A or b at least for wan class
-sort haziq help=)
-do A BETTER ADP PRESENTATION IN THE FUTURE fOR sRI cLASS
-GET TO bond much more stronger with my cLASSMATES
-lOST A FEW WEIGHTS,,,heheheheh

Yeahhhhh!!!!woohooo!!

thE eND

gDNITE