Sorrie not been updating...life has been really bad.feel like really giving up already..gosh...i'm still finding a full-time job pretty hard to get one....this was the worst time of my life...while evrything goes..bad...i dunno y...each time when i open my eyes,i felt so confused...i feel that i have no future,,,will there be any future awaits me??..i'm lost...i feel that i don't have anyone to talk to now...haha...i mean i miss my ite frens...hais..god help mi be strong!!!i wanner go back to tampines!!!i feel so shity each day..while...my parents think im useles...i should have work full time...after i graduated in office skill...you think its my fault...it is..if not..we will all not face all the financial problems...my dreams are shattered..its okae..sometimes,,i reall y feel like i wanne draw again..but i guess life have to be moved on..i really hope i got a full time job fast..